I want a new world =)
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
Finally, a breathing space, still its limited...
You know when I don't blog for a long time, I'm intensely busy. Even busier then those days that I blog complains on my blog...
I needed this breathing space anywayz...
sigh... I miss Dominic...
alot...
Haha... He actually hugged me 3 times on monday!!
I was speechless...
I needed that hug though... My brain has been ransacked and reformatted these few fortnights... as though something dormant has finally awoken in me...
I've spent hours staring into blank space wondering and asking questions... that nobody could answer except myself...
... its been too long... far too long...
from the time I created this blog, until now..... I believe, the ice age is over...
am I dillusional? I guess I am... but I love him.
More then anything on this earth....
His hair.. his smile.. his eyes... his face.... his hug...
... i don't know why i'm crying...
You know when I don't blog for a long time, I'm intensely busy. Even busier then those days that I blog complains on my blog...
I needed this breathing space anywayz...
sigh... I miss Dominic...
alot...
Haha... He actually hugged me 3 times on monday!!
I was speechless...
I needed that hug though... My brain has been ransacked and reformatted these few fortnights... as though something dormant has finally awoken in me...
I've spent hours staring into blank space wondering and asking questions... that nobody could answer except myself...
... its been too long... far too long...
from the time I created this blog, until now..... I believe, the ice age is over...
am I dillusional? I guess I am... but I love him.
More then anything on this earth....
His hair.. his smile.. his eyes... his face.... his hug...
... i don't know why i'm crying...
Sunday, February 05, 2006
= GRAVITATION =
Yes people. I'm finally online...
I'VE WATCHED FINISHED GRAVITATION!!!! AHHH!!!! ITS SOO COOL!!!
*sigh* sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh....
sometimes... you just wish that you were in a world of your own. When nothing else is there but your dreams to persue, and love to hold you...
Synopsis :
------
Gravitation is about a semi-techno/rock band that is crazy about being in that industry. Incidentally, Shindo Shuichi, the lead vocalist of the band was trying to think up about new lyrics for the song that he was going to sing on "Bad Luck"'s (his band) first ever public performance while walking in the park and his piece of paper flew away just to land in the hands of a very cold looking guy who just gave negetive comments.
And that when it all begun. Shuichi, like the hot-headed emo guy that he is had to find Yuki (the cold guy) to clarify everything... Shuichi, just expecting an apology, encountered the strange person and realized after awhile that he actually has feelings for him. Meanwhile, Yuki had personal problems of his own, drawing from his past that has rendered him into such an emotionless state...
Yuki, the succesful author who wrote several famous love novels, was himself a guy that could not love. But he ended up caring for the "imbecile" (Shuichi) who kept pestering him because of a kiss.
He never expected to be able to love again.
And love brought back a past that he never wanted to surface again... While Yuki tries to overcome this insanity within himself, Shuichi and his band, Bad Luck was rising to stardom owing to alot of unexpected factors...
When Yuki returns to confront his past, he's met with a decision to dwell in it or face the future...
He realized that he loves Shuichi, despite his attention deficit emo behaviour, and that he has finally found a person who loves him not because of his looks, but truly, because of the person in him. Himself....
------
This anime is one of the rare few that made me shed alot of tears. Duh. Thanks to the amount of times that Yuki kept letting Shuichi down.
Nonetheless, to appreciate the show, you'll have to :
1) Be an aspiring musician
2) Understand what the characters go through
3) Laugh
Yup, laughter is one of the facets that made the show so interesting... I really hand it over to the production team of the show.
Overall satisfaction of this show :
4.6 out of 5 stars.
For all the aspiring techno/rock band musicians and guys like me, (though i doubt there are many), this show is for you!!! [most definately]
incidentally, this broke the score of A.I. by Steven Spielberg, which I gave 4.5 out of 5 stars.
And finally, last but not least, I would like to sincerely SINCERELY thank Xiao Wei mei mei for helping me get a copy of GRAVITATION.
Since its banned in Singapore, its kinda cool that she has it, considering that I have been searching for it for approximately 4 years...
G-R-A-V-I-T-A-T-I-O-N
I will put their final hit song on my blog once I've gotten hold of the Official Sound Track. Its super cool, I think I've like memorized how to sing the entire song in Japanese already... yes in Japanese.
oh yah, Gravitation is a series anime, 13 episodes in all, with super cool soundtracks.
haha. I seem to be marketing this anime series, but i justify this act with the show's worth.
=)
P.S
Note to Readers : Scroll down to see Yuki and Shuichi, the 2 main characters in the story!
toki o koetai... (i'll transcend time)
you beside me...
i love you
I'VE WATCHED FINISHED GRAVITATION!!!! AHHH!!!! ITS SOO COOL!!!
*sigh* sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh....
sometimes... you just wish that you were in a world of your own. When nothing else is there but your dreams to persue, and love to hold you...
Synopsis :
------
Gravitation is about a semi-techno/rock band that is crazy about being in that industry. Incidentally, Shindo Shuichi, the lead vocalist of the band was trying to think up about new lyrics for the song that he was going to sing on "Bad Luck"'s (his band) first ever public performance while walking in the park and his piece of paper flew away just to land in the hands of a very cold looking guy who just gave negetive comments.
And that when it all begun. Shuichi, like the hot-headed emo guy that he is had to find Yuki (the cold guy) to clarify everything... Shuichi, just expecting an apology, encountered the strange person and realized after awhile that he actually has feelings for him. Meanwhile, Yuki had personal problems of his own, drawing from his past that has rendered him into such an emotionless state...
Yuki, the succesful author who wrote several famous love novels, was himself a guy that could not love. But he ended up caring for the "imbecile" (Shuichi) who kept pestering him because of a kiss.
He never expected to be able to love again.
And love brought back a past that he never wanted to surface again... While Yuki tries to overcome this insanity within himself, Shuichi and his band, Bad Luck was rising to stardom owing to alot of unexpected factors...
When Yuki returns to confront his past, he's met with a decision to dwell in it or face the future...
He realized that he loves Shuichi, despite his attention deficit emo behaviour, and that he has finally found a person who loves him not because of his looks, but truly, because of the person in him. Himself....
------
This anime is one of the rare few that made me shed alot of tears. Duh. Thanks to the amount of times that Yuki kept letting Shuichi down.
Nonetheless, to appreciate the show, you'll have to :
1) Be an aspiring musician
2) Understand what the characters go through
3) Laugh
Yup, laughter is one of the facets that made the show so interesting... I really hand it over to the production team of the show.
Overall satisfaction of this show :
4.6 out of 5 stars.
For all the aspiring techno/rock band musicians and guys like me, (though i doubt there are many), this show is for you!!! [most definately]
incidentally, this broke the score of A.I. by Steven Spielberg, which I gave 4.5 out of 5 stars.
And finally, last but not least, I would like to sincerely SINCERELY thank Xiao Wei mei mei for helping me get a copy of GRAVITATION.
Since its banned in Singapore, its kinda cool that she has it, considering that I have been searching for it for approximately 4 years...
G-R-A-V-I-T-A-T-I-O-N
I will put their final hit song on my blog once I've gotten hold of the Official Sound Track. Its super cool, I think I've like memorized how to sing the entire song in Japanese already... yes in Japanese.
oh yah, Gravitation is a series anime, 13 episodes in all, with super cool soundtracks.
haha. I seem to be marketing this anime series, but i justify this act with the show's worth.
=)
P.S
Note to Readers : Scroll down to see Yuki and Shuichi, the 2 main characters in the story!
toki o koetai... (i'll transcend time)
you beside me...
i love you
Friday, February 03, 2006
breaking the silence.
I've always had a habit of recording my life...
an unfinished story of struggle and weakness...
and through the course of my life, I realized that the two most greatest factors that changed my life are :
1) God
2) Friends
it always coincides with a mere "coincidence" that love plays a part in all these...
*cough*
now I'm suffering from a bout of cough. this is quite terrible... getting sick during the examination periods is one of the worst omens that could possibly happen.
anywayz, this blog entry has been one of the longest gap in between an entry i took.
finance, customer relations, public relations....
this semester is one of the most boring one yet.
agree with me on this please.
congrats to Timo, Sarah, Jia Hui, Sabby, May and... erm... i'm not sure who else, Becky and Mei Hui?
You all rock xD
Now that you all are forever etched in the history of the polytechnic, remember to remember me ok?
I think there is no other single class in the whole Singapore Polytechnic that has achieved as much as what the combined effort of our class has achieved =)
oh shoot... Forgot to tune in to see my classmates on Channel News Asia... shoot... will do so tomorrow...
oh yah.. thanks to my antisocializing streak of reading books, I think I've pissed alot of people off...
Sometimes I get so immersed into books that reality seems to warp and dissolve around me according to the whims and fancies of the author...
sorry ya.
hahaz... a few people noticed, just a few people noticed, fortunately or unfortunately that I've been on an upper body training spree... was thinking that i was looking too much like nothing I envisioned becoming, so there. I think my quadraceps and biceps has increased a bit. and I think i can see more definition in my chest.
and i think i shouldn be talking about this on my blog.
ok
*cough*
hmm.... Tomorrow is Jason's birthday! so happy birthday Jason =)
May you always be as innocent and carefree like a little sheep.
might not be able to attend your party as I've to attend a funeral service... sigh
*cough*
I've decided I need a few things desperately
1) A new bagpack
My old bag is just too old... Though I'm proud of it (it carried me through me sec school years you know... or more like i carried it)
2) A motorbike
Ok, Ms Peter is going to kill me if she sees this, but I really do want to have my own bike... It's so much more convenient then having to save up so much for a car. and it cooler too... I can bring my boyfriend around
3) A new computer
This computer is getting terribly slow, and what I mean slow is like its becoming like a high-speed laptop. Moreover, my data storage is runnin out... I cant belive I've crossed 130 GB of space on my computer
4) A new internet system.
THIS IS A MUST. must must must must must mussstttt!! which kinda ISP (internet service provider) provides a CABLE subscriber with less then 1kb of bandwidth? This is utterly rediculous... even during the peak hours, it should be at least 56k!! I think I'm not going to use Starhub anymore. HEARD ME STARHUB!! I'M NOT GOING TO SUBSCRIBE TO YOU TILL YOU SOLVE THIS PROBLEM!
5) A new pair of spectacles (or contact lenses for that matter)
I think I'm going blind... My the amount of scratches and cracks that my current frameless specs has will make the grand canyon feel proud of itself anyday. I hope I can get a set of those astigmatism correction contact lenses (preferably changing my eye colour to light brown or gray).
ok. these wishes most likely would not be solved anytime soon, so I'll just brood about it.
*hugglez*
i miss you more and more each day,
time flies mercilessly fast when i'm with you
time crawls mercilessly slow when i'm without you
i'll write a song one day,
on how much i love ya... promise =)
an unfinished story of struggle and weakness...
and through the course of my life, I realized that the two most greatest factors that changed my life are :
1) God
2) Friends
it always coincides with a mere "coincidence" that love plays a part in all these...
*cough*
now I'm suffering from a bout of cough. this is quite terrible... getting sick during the examination periods is one of the worst omens that could possibly happen.
anywayz, this blog entry has been one of the longest gap in between an entry i took.
finance, customer relations, public relations....
this semester is one of the most boring one yet.
agree with me on this please.
congrats to Timo, Sarah, Jia Hui, Sabby, May and... erm... i'm not sure who else, Becky and Mei Hui?
You all rock xD
Now that you all are forever etched in the history of the polytechnic, remember to remember me ok?
I think there is no other single class in the whole Singapore Polytechnic that has achieved as much as what the combined effort of our class has achieved =)
oh shoot... Forgot to tune in to see my classmates on Channel News Asia... shoot... will do so tomorrow...
oh yah.. thanks to my antisocializing streak of reading books, I think I've pissed alot of people off...
Sometimes I get so immersed into books that reality seems to warp and dissolve around me according to the whims and fancies of the author...
sorry ya.
hahaz... a few people noticed, just a few people noticed, fortunately or unfortunately that I've been on an upper body training spree... was thinking that i was looking too much like nothing I envisioned becoming, so there. I think my quadraceps and biceps has increased a bit. and I think i can see more definition in my chest.
and i think i shouldn be talking about this on my blog.
ok
*cough*
hmm.... Tomorrow is Jason's birthday! so happy birthday Jason =)
May you always be as innocent and carefree like a little sheep.
might not be able to attend your party as I've to attend a funeral service... sigh
*cough*
I've decided I need a few things desperately
1) A new bagpack
My old bag is just too old... Though I'm proud of it (it carried me through me sec school years you know... or more like i carried it)
2) A motorbike
Ok, Ms Peter is going to kill me if she sees this, but I really do want to have my own bike... It's so much more convenient then having to save up so much for a car. and it cooler too... I can bring my boyfriend around
3) A new computer
This computer is getting terribly slow, and what I mean slow is like its becoming like a high-speed laptop. Moreover, my data storage is runnin out... I cant belive I've crossed 130 GB of space on my computer
4) A new internet system.
THIS IS A MUST. must must must must must mussstttt!! which kinda ISP (internet service provider) provides a CABLE subscriber with less then 1kb of bandwidth? This is utterly rediculous... even during the peak hours, it should be at least 56k!! I think I'm not going to use Starhub anymore. HEARD ME STARHUB!! I'M NOT GOING TO SUBSCRIBE TO YOU TILL YOU SOLVE THIS PROBLEM!
5) A new pair of spectacles (or contact lenses for that matter)
I think I'm going blind... My the amount of scratches and cracks that my current frameless specs has will make the grand canyon feel proud of itself anyday. I hope I can get a set of those astigmatism correction contact lenses (preferably changing my eye colour to light brown or gray).
ok. these wishes most likely would not be solved anytime soon, so I'll just brood about it.
*hugglez*
i miss you more and more each day,
time flies mercilessly fast when i'm with you
time crawls mercilessly slow when i'm without you
i'll write a song one day,
on how much i love ya... promise =)
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